Yes, I'm aware it's the 4rth, but I'm really bored right now what with procrastinating with my chores (which involves going outside in the snow and changing out of my comfy pajamas into something I don't want to wear)

So, I didn't celebrate my New Year's like I usually do. We usually go to Branson, MO, to go to my aunts and we go to an AA New Year's party. We went to Kansas instead. I decided to avoid people, though. I was only seen at meal times it seemed

Anyhoo

I have no new resolutions. Same ones as last year. And I probably wouldn't work at them, anyway [except the job one 'cause I kin'na need that this year]

I think the only one I'll actually try to do more than the others is write my book. What with me finishing school this year, I should have more time to write, right? I don't plan on putting H&H together since I'm still working out kinks, but I'll be working on Ari's journal. I wrote a few pages last night. I want to write more, but I have to do chores first.

I want to go to school SO BAD. It just hit me a few days ago that it's 2010 and I'll be done with schoolf in about 5 months

I won't probably realize that I graduated until after I leave the school and begin the drive home. It sounds so happily sad...

People have been telling me to have a good last winter break and fall break and stuff. It never really hits me until it's over that I've just had my last summer break of high school or missed my last homecoming game. I feel like I missed too much... I feel like I should go back in time and take advantage of the high school life I practically ignored. I could've made more friends and joined more clubs. This is the first year I actually joined a club of my free will [actually, I was just continuing clubs I had joined last year half-way done] and am even an officer in Speech [I'm a secretary, which means all I do is write stuff down. Not like we have much to write down, anyhoo]

So, I think I'm done with my realization... NO EMONESS!